YOU are most definitely NOT “God’s mistake” in any sense that shame would attach to that fact. You are a human being, born into this world and obviously doing the best you can do.
You have autism; I have severe allergies. Your comment indicates you consider yourself to be no more than your autism, and therefore should not be because autism should not be. But I won’t accept that; you are obviously considerably more than autism — you are a person WITH autism that doesn’t define you. What defines you is your lifeforce, your feelings, thoughts, and ambitions — everything that makes us all human. As I am a person WITH allergies that don’t define me.
My best to you.